Stay Beautiful...

It seems to be that everywhere I go everyone is living their perfect little storybook relationship. Weekly in Relief Society we have the "good news minute"....turns out we only have one form of good news in our ward (i'm assuming most singles wards are this way), it starts with

I'M

and ends with 

ENGAGED

Now don't get me wrong, I am making this sound completely like I am envious and wanting a ring on my finger.

ABSOLUTELY NOT!

 I am a child. In no way shape or form ready for that yet. I am simply just facinated by the relationships around me and I can't help but wonder what my Happily Ever After will look like. Probably because one short year ago I was living my perfect little story book relationship too. We were one of those couples I so willingly stalk now-a-days. It's somewhat hard for me to picture sometimes. He is the only boy I have ever really been serious with. It all began my Sophomore year in highschool and  last summer, when he was called to serve the beautiful people of the West Indies, we took a leap of faith. He has now (in one week) been serving for one year. I can hardly believe it.

No, things are not how I pictured they would be at all.

No, I don't regret so willing sending him off.

It had to be done. They needed him and he needed them.

So Elder Joshua Albert Flores, although I don't know what lies in store for you and I, thanks for being my best friend. I love you. Congrats on hitting your one year mark!!!

"And when you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful"-T. Swift



...and to all of you beautiful couples....expect me to continue to stalk.